Excruciating Agony: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick shocks, like electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe pain around one eye that lasts for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a